Just because i dont have much conversation or not talking to you, doesnt mean i dont think about you, worry about you, miss you, love you, care for you, wonder how you doing.

It’s true
That all that you know is all that you are
You said that it’s all that you want and more
And tell me what you think
You know that I’m too drunk to talk right now
Don’t break your back for me
I’ll put you out of your misery
Tell me that it’s all okay
I’ve been waiting on this all damn day
Call me in the mornin’, tell me how last night went
I’m here, but don’t count on me to stay
Stay a little longer if you convince me
And tell me all the things that you have against me
Everybody’s blind when the view’s amazing’
Damn, who are we right now?
Can we have a little conversation?
Figure it out with no intoxication
We carry on, what is our motivation?
We’re never wrong, how the hell we gonna make it?

if your mad at me it doesnt matter anymore i understand and im sorry , just like what ive told you nothing makes sense right now but soon your baby will thank me for what i did. he might not now me but in my heart i know i made the right decision and i had overthink of it a lot of times and i already had decided i dont know if youll understand but the position where i am right now is never been easy and it never will
i just wish and hope great things for you and your family and always remember i am grateful to know someone like you in my life thank you for everything.

i knew something more then this
-My love, Gift-

Life is simple : make choices and dont look back

It must be almost 15 years since I took a topless photo of myself in the gym.

Not bad… It feels like 30 is the true prime of a man.

I’ve been thinking long and hard about it for the past two days…

I realised that my 10s and 20s were spent finding myself…

I took on so many roles and had so many dreams…

Life won’t always be smooth sailing and sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.

Yes, Sometimes u win, sometimes u learn…

It feels like I’m rediscovering myself at 30 again…

Looking forward to an even more exciting 40-year-old me.

Let the magic begin.

Dont wait for the storms of your life to pass, Learn to dance in the rain

-True satisfaction comes after hard work

-Your feelings are always justified and should be honored. That doesnt mean they are real.

-The things that other people see as successes will not always be the same as the things that actually make you happy.

-Be curious about yourself and other people rather than judgemental.

-This world is completely unfair, but that is no excuse.

-Telling your story is liberating.

-Never be afraid to ask questions, there is no such thing as dumb vs Smart people, Just those who are willing to be vulnerable and curious compare those who are not.

-Patience is a beautiful meditation, with different outcome.

-Being truly present takes diligence and care.

-Life goes too quickly to be afraid of making mistake.

-Not everyone is friendly.

-Learned how to cook.

– You can’t ask for forgiveness over the same reason.

– Found someone you deeply connect with, Gift

– Wherever life takes you, what’s meant to be yours will come to you.

– No matter how much pain the world gives you, never give the pain back to anyone.

– You wont grow and things wont change until you make the effort to do so.

– Have enough respect and courage for yourself to walk away from people who exhibit absence and continuously neglect you.

–Talk to people face to face. (i still not overcome it).

-Dont be afraid to fail and get out from your comfort zone.

2020 will be different year. A year i will rise once more,
prepared to be myself, Prepare for glory of the King!

Its almost new year, leave the negativity, forget the gossip, say goodbye to people who dont care. Spend time with my gift who are always there.
Life is so short, fast and no replay, no rewind. so enjoy every moment as it comes. People get older, just do whatever we want before we get old and have nothing to regret about.
I have no time to battle egos and small minds, next year i will breakthrough my own limit.
so do gift.

I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning or freeze. I wonder where are you right now.

A smile doesn’t always mean a person happy,
sometime….. it simply means, They strong enough to face their problems